lately my familys been a bunch of nocturnals
sleeping at 2-7.
7 for my brother cause he's weird
I guess it's alright since it's school holidays but it'll be hard to get back into the normal routine! eek!

And finaaallllyyy
after two weeks of slow gay net we are uncapped
*dances to self*

i waant

i really need a camera.

missing out on some serious kodak moments!

raaaahh

last night

i made this for keebz :)
i think he looks quite cute init ^^

honestly

the item on the topest of my wish list
1. sewing machine


oh my! the things i could do/ make with one.

>:(

meh.
i hate people

5 in the morning

and keebz has the whole house up. loveeely

fml

Fml keebz. it's two thirty in the morning and your growling. I want to sleep please D:

Charice duet with Celine Dion "Because You Loved Me" at Madison Square G...

this actually made me tear :')
i wish i could do something for my parents like this.

experience

i saw this quote on facebook.
and i decided that i like it.

"Experience is the worst teacher:
It gives the test before presenting the lesson."
-weijer's facebook.

2 in the morning

and im thinking of you <3

D.I.Y

i wish i had a sewing machine

some materials

and some creativity.

i would really like to make my own clothes, if i could.

i shall make this one of my goal :) :)

jovan jane

i am lovvving these pieces by jovan jane. 

she does accessories, hair, bracelets, necklace.

theyre super cute and but quite very $$. well for my non exsistant bank account
maybe onee day.

wishh

yesterday. i walked past intangible- the ball dress shop at carousel

and i saw the prettiest ball dress ever.

i dont have a picture of it,but ill try look for one.

so if you're at carousel- gogogo see. its on the displays.

its a sleek long dress.

black bottom.

little red top part

a single one shoulder strap with red flowers.

looks sorta like this (below) but much prettier
i think if i go back, im gna try it on for fun

i wish i could go back to the ball, and get that dress >:(
on that note. sherri hill has nice dresses

i love old asian people

carousel today.

"its ok, your boyfriend wont leave you. your already too pretty". :) :) :) - asian granny 

10 things about kiba

1. kiba is the cutessssst
2. he is my morning alarm, he barks, every morning for no reason
3. he is very very picky with his food >:(
4. kiba is super very quiet
5. kiba is the name of a naruto character
6. he cries when im not home :) naaaaaaww
7. he gets sick when i drive :P haha jk only once.
8. kiba likes shoeeees
9. he has a lvoe/hate relationship with vaccums. hes scared by curious
10. hes in the proccess of learning to sit, lie down and roll over :)


i shall ccontinue this when i think of more stuff :P

so happy.

:) :) :)

tafe is coming to an end.
staarting tomorrow.
i passed my driving test
starrrting from last friday.
need to enrol for uni soon :)
wahahahah

kiba riba

keebz, 2 weeks after we first got him :) :)

haaai

driving test tomorrow.
1pm.
please dont rain.


+ new disney movie soon: tangled.
me want to watch :)

shitty days.

todays been full of shitty shit shit.

i send the wrong presentation to my email

trekked it home to get it.

got on the wrong bus.

walked for fcking agez.

rage. rage. rageeeeeeee

aaahh!!

so friday.
you are near.
i have my dreaded drivings test
its weather forecast says: wet, rainy. bleh
you want to rain on my parade?
damn you. rarara

p.s watch out if your on the roads

at the mo.

1. so just told dad that mum got me a puppy. and he's happy for me so I'm super duper happy x123356789 :) :)
2. bbyk is coming home tomorrow. me likey.
3. watching world cup like the rest of the world. 40mins and no score yet. failzzz
4. my hair is being a faggot. i want extensions
5. facebook is bombarded with everything world cup hahah
6. i feel like making pumpkin soup but noo pumpkin was rotten
7. buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

daddy's girl

so i was going through my photo albums,
and these were the only two photos of just me and dad.
made me feel abit sad, but now i shall take lots and lots.

please excuse me for looking like a ritard. hahahaha.

mr keebz

9/6/2010

hi daddy :)
on this day many years ago you were born
have a superrr happy birthday
wish for many more to come
i miss you
you mean the world to me
i wish you were here with us
and i hope you'll come back here soon

p.s i shall try call you soon

love me x


Pps: happy 15th birthday Agnes :)

kiba!

yesterday i gots a puppy.
his 9months old.
his name is kiba. it's pronounced key-bah.
he's a japanese spitz
and is the most cutest thing evet
:) :)

i shall post pics up soonies
lovelove

not afraid.

"i'm not afraid to take a stand,

everybody come take my hand.

we'll walk this road together, through the storm

whatever weather, cold or warm

just to let you know that, you're not alone

holla if you feel that you've been down the same road"

eminem.

puppy love.

this is what happens when you put two of my mostest favouritest puppies together.

 japanese spitz                      +             chow chow               

= <3 <3

life's secret

I think I've discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it.

Charles M. Schulz

hi people

i meant fuck you.
i hate you.
you confuse me.
you fucking disappoint me.
fuck you.
fuckeeeeeeeeety fuck fuck fuck.

RAGEEEEEEE!!!!

bad day?

are YOU having a BAD DAY? :(
well, do i have the cure for you, works everytime. (for me)
heres one i prepared earlier, just for you. :) :)




isnt he just the cutest thing? <3 <3 hahahaha.
love love. POCOYO ftw.

home

So, usually in times where i feel like nothing is going right, life hates me, everythings screwed and im a failure- i often tell myself i want to go home. it doesnt matter where i am: at school, on the train, if its sunny, rainy, cold, hot. i want to go home.

but sometimes home just doesnt feel like home. it doesnt feel like the warm, happy, loving place that im looking for. i often find myself ask why this place i call home doesnt feel like that place that i want it to be? i curl into my little ball and cry my silly heart out.

i want somewhere i belong, somewhere i can feel safe, somewhere that makes me happy, somewhere where i know people love me for who i am even if ive screwed up and even if im a failure. im not sure anywhere will feel like home when im upset.

where is home?
i want to go back.

p.s: i miss you dad, love you.

$$

i swear the world better prepare, for when im a billionaire

chrissy island.

dear home.
i quite miss you.
your keeping my dad.
and i miss him.

dear home.
i miss your clear waters.
i miss your sunny and rainy days.
i do miss your lightning and thunder.

dear home.
i remember when money didnt matter
your $2 movies.
and your $8 thai rice.

dear home.
i like walking everwhere.
going to the park after movies.
walking to the beach on the weekends.

dear home.
i miss the friends there.
i dont miss the aunties there though.
and i still hate school.

dear home.
when do you think ill be able to visit?
i miss how easy everything used to be.
please say you'll see me again.

< 3

hai bapey<3
one and one quater years.
fifteen months
454 days


loveeee you :)

i'm stronger

We've been through the storm,

We've been through it all

We had some close calls,

But never would fall

We climbed all the mountains,

Went through all the valleys,

But you never left me behind

I found my way through the clouds,

No more running scared and closing my eyes

I will be true, this love from my heart,

I'm laying my life on the line

I will survive,

As long as it's you by my side .

i will survive.

& i hope

seeing my face ruined your night :)
HHAHAHA lovelove.

Orenji-shoku no kuruma.

i shall have you one day. and you will be ALL MINE. MUAHAHAH

continental

dear cup-a-soup

damn you and your false advertising
>:(

fcuk me.

i need inspirations for my marketing assignment :(
and i need them NOW.
NOW
NOW
!!

where to now?

it seems oh-so long ago when it was my baby days. i miss it, and i hate this. i hate the resposibilities, i hate getting dissapointed, i hate people, i hate money, pfft i hate looking for a job.

people these days seem less friendly. it sucks, what happened to the time where everyone was your friend. where your only job was to clean up after yourself, the money was supplied by someone else and you didnt have to care about anything. anyways.

im 17, and a half. the next few years will determine where my life shall lead. where i will be. the people im with. and im still stuck with what i want to be. ive been tossing between nursing, teaching, vet, and all these other jobs but none of them seem really really right. right now im tossing between banking, pharmacy and events manager.

the NO job:
nursing- blood, needles, dead people :|
teaching- children, kids, teenagers. bleh.

the YES job:
banker- dealing with money? WHOOPWHOOP! haahah
pharamacy- drugs :), joking, but im not smart enough for it.
events manager- i think ive always wanted to be a wedding planner :| weird but i think its loveely planning everyones most important day of their lives. loool.

wherever i shall go. no mroe silly mistakes, no more wrong choices, no more irresponsible crap.

girls best friend

when i was little i had a golden retriever :) he was lovely although we had to keep him outside tied up. my parents bought him for me from sherilyns grandpa after we saw him at the restaurant one night. that night my dad brought him home and put him in a box under the table when i was asleep. all i remmeber now is how happy i felt when i woke up that morning. all smiles.

i think,  i know that i am no doubt 3147937197442% a dog person. whats not to love- theyre smart, cute, their wet noses, soft fur and floppy ears.

 nowatleast 4 times every week, i jump on websites to search for a new puppy. but so far the conclusions are theyre all too much for mynon exsisting bank account to handle :( *sigh*

shels top 5 puppies:
1. chow chow,
2. japanese spitz,
3. alaskan maluate,
4. samoyed,
5. sharpei.

:)

ok, soo. new blog thingy.
i shall write in this as much as i can.
so someone please remind me i have one of these!
ahahha, lovelovelove