where to now?

it seems oh-so long ago when it was my baby days. i miss it, and i hate this. i hate the resposibilities, i hate getting dissapointed, i hate people, i hate money, pfft i hate looking for a job.

people these days seem less friendly. it sucks, what happened to the time where everyone was your friend. where your only job was to clean up after yourself, the money was supplied by someone else and you didnt have to care about anything. anyways.

im 17, and a half. the next few years will determine where my life shall lead. where i will be. the people im with. and im still stuck with what i want to be. ive been tossing between nursing, teaching, vet, and all these other jobs but none of them seem really really right. right now im tossing between banking, pharmacy and events manager.

the NO job:
nursing- blood, needles, dead people :|
teaching- children, kids, teenagers. bleh.

the YES job:
banker- dealing with money? WHOOPWHOOP! haahah
pharamacy- drugs :), joking, but im not smart enough for it.
events manager- i think ive always wanted to be a wedding planner :| weird but i think its loveely planning everyones most important day of their lives. loool.

wherever i shall go. no mroe silly mistakes, no more wrong choices, no more irresponsible crap.